Well... [He chuckles a little.] Lots a' things. Like, I'd stand in front a' the mirror sometimes an' flex- -[He pointedly flexes an arm; he's built quite a bit of muscle from training.] - -An' I'd pretend I was a pro boxer like those guys on tv.

[Pretending he had the muscle to take on his bullies at school and not ever have to live in fear of another bruising or bloody nose again. Pretending he lived in a better house and had more nice things.]